
Praniti is a young writerfrom India.
The Ballad of Silence
emerging from the greasy greyness -
between what was said and
what was meant, thread-by-thread
you morph into a tapestry that clothes
every word that tip-toes down
the ever-winding platform of
the mortal tongue
like a nimble-footed lamb
you tenderly tread onto
windowpanes, unnerved by
the claustrophobia of their glassiness
after all, for you –
a windowpane is ‘a legacy of time’
with an assortment of stars
on your shoulders, you slide in
through key-holes, embracing the mustiness
of a home, that has just been brushed
with the icy fingertips of time, which the mortal mouth
calls ‘death’, more often than not
you are a shape-shifter
metamorphing into an illusion –
and then a hallucination
and possibly, with the elegance
of a pendulum, you navigate aptly
alternating between the two
you slide into the gallant attire
of a young man, and usher away
the slender, feminine curves
of tears, that sit on sharp-edged cheekbones
and then you somersault into a ‘whisper’
who runs away with a ‘sob’, arm-in-arm
reminiscent of the way
‘the dish ran away with the spoon’
and when it is time for you, to recline -
you cautiously choose platforms of tongues
that are tired of praying, yet hold onto
misty vapours of leftover verse and fragments
of metal-like poetry, thrust between a set
of young, youthful teeth – you consider sprawling
on dewy lips that have been cut
with steely stanzas and wiry verses
finally, you distribute your legacy –
amidst the fragments of my world
you leave, a layer of mist on tombstones
a yellowing veil of time on poem-books
a thimble-full of sunshine on a poet’s whitening fingers
a fistful of season, in a heart that
has long discarded, the eskimo-furs of emotion
a heart that has receded into the caverns
of critical cardiac contemplation
and is barely held together
by strands of whispering and whimpering
and then, finally, you run a point-sized quill
across the papery-thin sky, and somewhere
a sky-gazing mother, whispers to her child
‘the stars are poems that Silence stopped
and wrote on the sky’
A Literary Interpretation Class
he begins the class – with a poem on hate and asks us to “underline the similes” pointing out the places where hate has been called as an intriguing labyrinth a maze and a flickering shadow of the human heart that extends beyond biology, tenderly receding into the faintly-lit caverns of the metaphor he then instructs us, to take out our green highlighter and “mark the alliteration” somehow, his fists clench and he whips the pages with his ruler especially the places where the poet has heartlessly spoken about “mortified motherhood”, “petrified paternity” and as he hits the pages again, and again and again, these pages seem to whisper, wail, whimper moving on, he tells us – to encircle the repetition, and asks us about the impact it has on the tone and the rhythm and when we raise our brows at these jargons he tells us, he to look at the poem in general and, with dry flakes of thick, grey chalk, he asks us to capture, in ovals – the fluttering bits of stanza that reach out, into the poem with long, scaly fingers and leave their fingerprints just about everywhere and, with quivering movements I encase the moaning and the screaming the sobbing and the weeping– with my bland, salty-grey pencil I struggle to cage the vaporizing, shape-shifting unuttered cries of a newborn, that linger around his lips that have long discarded their dewy-moistness and turned a subtle blue finally, he asks us – to pick up our crayon which must be deeper than the deepest scarlet so much so, that it must hurt to look at it and with that, he insists that we must color in all the words that hold personification upon their shoulders the places where the wounds embrace each other with little, purple arms and quest for a mother amidst this landmass of skin he asks us, to color so hard that our color-stubs form holes in the poem and with our simply-rounded color stubs charged with this sense of ferociousness while we tear through blood-stains that call out and bullets that laugh and giggles and as our crayon tarries a while to straighten itself it storms through the battlefield of verse and stanza, all set to conquer guns that smirk
All The Things I’ve Learnt From A Shooting Star
to emerge from bits of night that wrap themselves around breaths of cloud to glaze bedroom windows, and fill in light in the ambiguous shape of a lingering wish to touch outstretched fingers – slowly, cautiously and settle in the centre of palms lending only a speck of light – deliberately, comfortably to fold myself between pages, that hold unsteady, uncertain, unknown poetry and despite knowing, that poetry is uncertain to still cling onto every word to rise, and tower over those watching me to fall and drop like dew on velvety leaves and when I fall, to see if those who watched me when I rose are still watching to mount bits of yellowing breeze the residue of summer, sewn into the sky and linger outside a soldier’s barrack pressing my being against a widow that bears footprints of teardrops, that are yet to be shed by the white, cloud-crusted eyelids of the sky to weave in and out – of a mother’s prayer, to punctuate a song, sung in a slow, scratchy voice to be talked about, and written on and maybe, if I am lucky, to be argued about to be looked at, to be wished on but, most importantly to be wished for
A Headache Holder
to say the very least – I have a heavy head, and with the stone that held Medusa, I will carve a six-shelved headache-holder and sprinkle some starlight onto it, perhaps I will pick my headaches off my teenage-girl eyebrows, and place them in the headache-holder the meticulous bits of mother in my heart, make me arrange my headaches according to shape and size and perhaps smell I put the bigger ones at the back, those coated with perspiring layers of patience, picked from that place between the eyebrows and scraped off pillow-covers with broken, yellowing nails and then, I move – onto the uncertain ones those, that linger between big and small they squirm between my fingers, as I scatter them around the headache-holder putting some at the back, some in the front as they emit short, sharp jerks of bittersweet odor, picked from the crest of my forehead with quivering, unsure fingers finally, I advance towards – the smallest ones, that slither like slippery, angry eels and, as I struggle to tighten my fists around them and place them in the front, they slash my palms with agonized, metallic tails for they must be tucked into frock-pockets, and threaded into the underlying silences of a moment they must not be put on outstretched palms that face even the sky for they are pungent with football fields and upturned socks and shoe polish and ironed shirts and cigarette ends and moldy sandwiches and shadows; shadows that are lifted and slammed against the frosty tiles of bedroom walls shadows that are slammed and pushed and slapped and stamped and hurled soundlessly they are vibrant with the shades of every thread, that embroiders the extrinsic layers of this tapestry called silence carefully concealing what lies inside
