
Currently residing in Greece, George Gad Economou has a Master’s degree in Philosophy of Science and is the author of Letters to S. (Storylandia), Bourbon Bottles and Broken Beds(Adelaide Books), and Of the Riverside(Anxiety Press). His words have also appeared, amongst other places, in Spillwords Press, Ariel Chart, Cajun Mutt Press, Fixator Press, Outcast Press, The Piker Press, The Edge of Humanity Magazine, The Rye Whiskey Review, and Modern Drunkard Magazine.
Blocked
the fingers freeze, memories flood the brain, and the heart wishes to stop beating altogether. I try to write about the first time I met Emily, in a reeking dive bar; goddamn it, it’s impossible. I’ve tried it drunk, tried it sober, tried it high. nothing works. always the same result. I’m back on that fucking barstool, on the evening I first laid eyes upon my angel, my goddamn Cherubim. Blake couldn’t describe her well enough. here I am, doomed to stare at the unfinished novel until I get the nerve, the courage, the balls to write about that evening of drinking that changed my life forever.
Finish Line
sailing along the nightstream, flowing with the dark river traversing universes - the wind howls, wolves hiss, the river goes on and on, climbing mountains and riding lush savannahs - where are the checkpoints? the promised cabins of free booze - keep on going, forth and back back and forth, it’s all that matters - dinosaurs roar as they return to the eternal darkness - follow the dark river to the ends of the earth, to where things begin anew - circles, over and over, same things repeating time and again - follow the river, row yourself to the starting point only to attempt all over again to find the finish line.
Regressing into Brilliance
as you delve deeper into the well of drunkenness, your mind opens up; your taste in music changes. no longer do you only care for the blues, the classic rock, maybe the outlaw country. you want the party music, the stupid, pointless noise you curse teenagers for swooning over. everything changes, you become an adolescent once more, the drunker you get the younger your brain becomes. soon, you’ll be drooling all over your shirt and call mommy to change your wet diaper. it’s fucking alright; these are problems your hangover can take care of. drink some more. crack another fifth. drink up, convince yourself there’s nothing to feel embarrassed or guilty of (it’ll ease up tomorrow’s hangover, trust me), and enjoy the hours of youth, enjoy the chance to be rejuvenated. drink up, motherfucker, fuck some shit up, and get roaring drunk, drunk enough to want to set the world on fire like you did when you were 15. be that drunk teenager again, feel young and pure and full of justified rage, and fight against the teetotal world and the conventions of what you thought as good or bad (music, food, booze, women, whatever).
