
Keith E. Sparks Jr. has been writing from a young age. He has had his work published in various literary journals and magazines and has been nominated for the Pushcart Poetry Prize. More recently he has published various solo collections of poetry that are available through Amazon and other venues. Keith is the creator of Open Skies Quarterly, a digital and print publication dedicated to poetic voices. Keith resides in West Virginia with his wife and three children whom are the epicenter of his existence.
Time And Tide
Part One: Between Shadow There, in a corner where time has found a swifter pace and awkward feet too large for such a ledge are sure to topple the balance and slip between the shadows where light forgets his name-- And darkened pathways echo youthful dreams that we've forgotten, lain to rest, spread thin, to molder in earth no longer known but misremembered as a chain of broken memory fumbled from pockets worn with age… Still, the fragments remain lodged within the head-- Under skinned knees and bruises from the fall-- From spinning wheels and wobbly bars that teeter with the pedals faltered rhythm as asphalt leaps with pleasure to tear flesh… It’s how it often ends before begun… The fall that leaves the blood to breed the memory that’s ugly in its head, and ponderous in its breadth-- where learning what we will, will bring the pain and drive a crippled mind to try and try again the steady rhythm and level bars that lead a boy to freedom… Look at you Billy, look at you go! And off he went, down the street and over the curb to cross the way where Wranglers sped turn by turn through yellows, reds, and greens… and over fields that led to wooded paths where dirt ways packed let go to thrills and each in turn could fly a flightless leap to feel the wind caress the cheek before the crash of shattered bone. And all the children wish to sign… Though we forget the names of those who came as swirling patterns and delicate script begin to coalesce in memory Where we wonder when the time had changed from days of youth that seem possessed of endless ways… To open graves whose distance shadows the horizon that we may never reach… And collapsing into darkness, we sleep between the shadow and the real where every moment forgotten is replayed, re-written, re-mastered to a fault under tapestries of wispy grays too thin to hide the growing spots upon a head… We grow old and feel the weighted press of aching bones and watch as each of what has come must fade in a corner where time has found a swifter pace and steps we take no longer hold a youthful vigor. To contemplate the hands upon a face that bear no trace of daylight savings as they count down to our end… It wasn’t that he feared the fate he chose-- To stand before the gods that cursed a child’s fate and pondered misplaced trust for children’s care in false piety while hurling wrath upon the youthful innocence by shattered jaws and forked tongue lies that set the stage upon a mountain Where rumblings deep within had hinted at the flow and shook the mountain at its base. Where pressure built and rocked the pseudo gods until the core imploded with eruption following suit in contradiction… You can be anything, Billy, the world is yours… To scurry in alleys searching for scraps where ebon cats and rats lay dead in stagnant puddles at the feet whose soles have not yet weathered miles enough to care… As all the mortal pride once wrapped with tenderness in bows and tucked away in places of the heart where castled kings could keep the hallowed ground have faded with the color of your eyes. Whose sparkle is now hidden behind clouds that help to hide the creases in a face and skinned knees and bruises from the fall where asphalt lept with pleasure to tear flesh… before the crash of shattered bone… That led a boy to freedom… Part Two: The Quiet Dread Alone, in a dark house where moonlight leaks through broken panes, and weathered walls absorb the heat as shadow seeks to hold at bay the lunar rays that slaughter lies, and by a subtle glow reveal a hidden truth. Where every edge perceives a different slice that’s been etched upon your breast-- Pressed and twisted towards the heart-- Impaled upon the words we've lingered in to contemplate the reasons for a quiet dread that will never have a name. Remember Mary, home is not a place… Where phantoms trace the charted course that mapped out each new height in doorways-- Where hash mark splinters slipped in feet and hands of children scaling heights by painted doors that no longer hold the warning signs-- That kept the youngest of the young away and shook in rage of slamming doors that barred the way of godlike wrath… Mary, open the door. We need to talk… Basking in a light the Moon had cast aside, a shadowed chair of where they used to sit to fend off fiends that we’d forget with each new dawn, lay broken in a corner where time has found a swifter pace… And voices sound in empty rooms that harbor mournful ghosts of what we cannot change that linger near the surface to cast the trail of shattered stars where footsteps often traveled, fade… and fallen tears that patter in the dust can no longer be retraced… Don’t cry Mary, we’ll always be together… Alone, in a dark house where moonlight leaks through broken panes and weathered walls will echo only memory of timeless warmth and comfort set for demolition with the dawn… Part Three: Scripted Sands In moonlight, we linger… Where castles built on shifting sands reflect the evening glow of waters that tip toe with a subtle measure masked through gently rolling waves who seek to walk a rhythmic line. Immortalizing moments born of crafted hearts that bear a precious tenderness for names we’ve etched upon the strand… While casting golden lassos at the sky we end the jealous reign of grinning moons that often bleed the night of darkness. Where the world forgets our names-- as crossing invisible lines, we walk embracing shadow and grinning turns to sorrow in our sky as one by one and turn by turn, the tides of time will wash it all aside. To cleanse the scripted sands of all we’ve known as castles swiftly flow towards drifting seas That rip away our names in memory-- That knew no locks behind a broken door-- that crumbled in a ragged heap within an aging mind. While in the tide of shadow, we wallow. Where moon and stars can never reach or send the evening tide to scatter grains of sand beyond a shore of remembrance. As each to each, they lay muffled, blurred, and weak, tightly bound and pressed beneath our vengeful feet to stifle fractured light that blinds the eye to all a weary mind would wish to save… Until collapsing into darkness, we sleep… and dream the scattered pieces in our heads, to puzzle mismatched fragments into place that bear no more than hints of truth Nor carry through the burdening lies we stitch in part by strings of what our minds once knew… That time has somehow crafted differently To blend a new reality inside a clouded mind that won’t perceive the jagged seams. And truths, no longer truths, become reality wrapped in strands of moonlight tied to stars we scatter through the heavens painting worlds in constellations unrecognized… and yet, the captive moon must still remain to bear the bitter blows of what’s to come. For someone has to take the misplaced blame for cleansing scripted sands of all we’ve known that crumble in a heap of aging minds… So lending depth to patterns on a shoe we give a gentle twist to kill the moon… Part Four: Our Sin Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned… Through spoken word that grants the edge to phantom winds that bore the hint of steel and with that subtle twist, laid bare the anguish too quick for one to feel the razor’s chill that spread its crimson warmth across the skin. To fall in splattered patterns to the floor and in that final breath, we weep and paint pictures of a time we vaguely hear. That echoes from the mountain peaks where pseudo gods have taken toast and tea and contemplate the finite fates of mortal shells that flounder in forgotten depths swept away by fallen tides through paths they can’t remember... Where eyes of blue alight with fire once wondered at the heavens, counting stars, and each new wish that fell to earth would wrap itself within a desperate soul-- and with a subtle rhythm strike a chord that lifted hearts and lightened feet as dancing through our stars, we dreamt of far-off places and of people we would meet. Where castled kings could keep the hallowed ground before the crash of shattered bone as drifting into darkness, we speak... I am old Father, and I have sinned. And slain a child through shattered dreams whose fragments lain upon the sands erode, and wash away the one we thought we knew. As plunging steel into the youthful breast we gave a subtle twist to bring the pain too quick for one to feel the razor’s chill and cast our inner self into the sea as worlds forget our names by accepting we are old… Part five: Collapsing Darkness What brings us to our knees with backs bowed in stagnate winds? Scrubbing in circles a sacred sin whose stain denies a weary hand of finger bleeds and calloused claws that snap while scraping the memory… Where all that was, has never been, and what we thought we were, lay sprawled before a bristled brush that slaves the day yet leaves our sin unscathed... Until collapsing into darkness, we sleep…